Showing posts with label heartbreak. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heartbreak. Show all posts

Friday, November 4, 2022

November PAD Challenge 2022: Day 4: Rolling in the Blank

 

Image by Myriams-Fotos from Pixabay

I'm gonna use my illusion like glue

to try and stick to you

that the basis for our bond is trauma

presages floods of drama

will our love have the strength to withstand

an unfortunate and inevitable smashing on the rocks

I'd like to believe we'd stand strong as a sculpture made of vibranium

but I suspect we'll shatter like our hearts of glass

the universe won't exclude us

from the drawing of the three of swords

our epic disaster of an affair

will not merit an ever-after display in a museum

but will merely be the talk of colleagues over coffee

for fifteen minutes or so

then tossed aside and forgotten 

by everyone but such fools

as those who thought their love could survive

rolling in the deep, dark ocean

of a past fraught with trauma and betrayal

I still love you anyway

There will never be another

for this lonely heart

~Ornery Owl Has Spoken~

Image by Tumisu from Pixabay

prompts used

Words used:

illusion

glue

strength

exclude

basis

sculpture

and / or

museum

unfortunate

talk

suspect

drawing

colleague


Today's prompt asked participants to write an "In the Blank" poem. I could not be stopped. I changed it up a little and made it a Rolling in the Blank poem, because that's one of my favorite songs. Sorry to blemish your reputation, Adele, but Ornery Owl is a fan.


Here's a link to the video, because that's how I (ahem) roll.

I'll see myself out now.

Monday, October 5, 2020

Heart Break

 


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Text art copyright Cara Hartley
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you know its the notes
I am entire buckets of trash when it comes to making shape poems. I can make three kinds of shape poems: Triangles, diamonds, and funnels. So, from now on, when someone says "shape poem," I'm doing text art. I may also be entire buckets of trash when it comes to text art, but I don't think my text art rates quite as many trash buckets as my attempts at shape poems.

It's probably obvious, but the "space oddity" line is a homage to David Bowie.

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Tuesday, March 31, 2020

April 2020 PAD Chapbook Challenge Countdown Catch-Up: Time

Image by FelixMittermeier from Pixabay

you can't
stop the passage
of time flowing away
rushing into the distant past
heartbreaking memories leak from my eyes
when thoughts of pain become too much
tears form a misty veil
heart of glass breaks
last time

~cie~


Wednesday, February 12, 2020

Choka: Wedding Bell or Doom Knell

Image by cocoparisienne from Pixabay

some people sing praise
of the wonderful magic
love is like the spring
flowers and hearts are blooming
love is like summer
moon June tune and all of that
but to me love is
a whispered seductive lie
in a dark hallway
lustful shadow, lying tongue
love a mausoleum
in winter cemetery
filled with the dead dreams
of youth fallen years ago
love a pretty face
with a mouthful of grave dust
some sing praise to love
I turn my back and walk on

~cie~



Thursday, November 14, 2019

November PAD Chapbook Challenge 2019: Day 6: Blitzing Open the Way

Image by Free-Photos from Pixabay

open the door
open the way
way to go
way way out

out you get
out of here
here you go
here you are

are you awake
are you sleeping
sleeping alone
sleeping in

in your bed
in your head
head on out
head on down

down the shaft
down the stairs
stairs to the attic
stairs to the street

street with no name
street leading away
away from this place
away from this town

town with no heart
town with no prospects
prospects for gold
prospects for growth

growth of a weed
growth of a flower
flower of love
flower of power

power over others
power corrupts
corrupts the soul
corrupts society

society thrives
society crumbles
crumbles to ruin
crumbles to dust

dust my broom
dust off my old boots
boots made for walking
boots walk all over you

you are my dream
you are my sorrow
sorrow fills my voice
sorrow fills my heart

heart...
voice...

~Cie~

Note:
Today's prompt for the November PAD Chapbook Challenge was to write an opening poem. I can't think of a more opening poem than a poem that opens with open.

Monday, November 11, 2019

November PAD Chapbook Challenge 2019: Day 1: Once Upon a Time

Image by SnapwireSnaps from Pixabay

Once upon a time
I dreamed
once upon a time
he was
but now there's nothing left
except the misery
as summer disappears
and the barkers burst the colorful balloons
and take down the faire
players only love you
when you bring them money
gas, grass, or ass
no-one rides for free
little boys grow up
become corrupt
use and throw away
stupid girls
once upon a time
I believed in something
once upon a time
I thought someone waited for me
now I know the truth
the only one waiting 'round the corner
to put his arms around me
is death
that no matter where I am
I'm just two steps ahead of that man
some days I'm philosophical
some days I'm scared out of my fucking mind
and some days I'd welcome the bastard
with open arms
once upon a time
you were mine
you loved this wretched, broken thing
but like a leaf on the breeze you blew away
some things are too corrupted to love 
I thought I saw you coming back to me
but then I woke from my dream
the fairytale disappeared
in a puff of smoke
like Little Jackie Paper
you snuffed out your dreams of Puff
dragons aren't real
magic only exists in fairy tales
and love is nothing but a lie
once upon a time
I believed in happy ever after
now I only believe
that dreams vanish
and hearts break
and
everything
dies

~Cie~

Note:
I just found out about the Writers Digest Poem a Day Chapbook Challenge. Now I am playing catch-up. Click here to learn more.

Tuesday, October 22, 2019

OctPoWriMo 2019: Day 22: Broken Pieces

Image by Peter H from Pixabay

I was born broken
Broken under a bad sign
Sign that says "keep away"
Away from this heart of mine

I will never be whole
Whole life spent with a heavy heart
Heart that was broken before I was born
Born into a life that tore me apart

You'll never find me embracing light
Light and lies are all the same
Same pretenders to goodness everywhere
My strength lies in not playing their game

I run for my life, hide from the light
Light which exposes too much of my soul
Soul embracing the darkness inside
Inside a broken heart long gone cold

~Cie~


Notes:
Loop Poetry is a poetry form created by Hellon. There are no restrictions on the number of stanzas nor on the syllable count for each line. In each stanza, the last word of the first line becomes the first word of line two, last word of line 2 becomes the first word of line 3, last word of line 3 becomes the first word of line 4. This is followed for each stanza. The rhyme scheme is abcb.

Sorry, but your girl Cie ain't feeling the whole question and answer part of the prompt. Make of this poem what you will.

Song inspirations follow!


Carpe Diem #1767: Daisy: A Senryu


golden-eye daisy
I know that he don't love me
'cause nobody do

~Cie~


Notes:
Inspired by the 1892 song "Daisy Bell".

Monday, October 7, 2019

OctPoWriMo 2019: Day 7: Obsession

Image by Enrique Meseguer from Pixabay

Your name is always
On the tip of my tongue
But I must keep it a secret
I can't tell anyone

Your face is always
In the front of my mind
I can't see anything else
I think of you all the time

My need for you is always
In the heart of my heart
But you'll never be mine
And it tears me apart

I want you to want me
I need you so bad
But you don't even see me
Obsession has driven me mad

You look so sweet
But run hot and cold
You left me broken
Lonesome and old

You left me bitter
When your love went sour
There is no healing
My heart's a dead flower

Crushed beneath your boots
In the graveyard of time
I wish I could have you
But you'll never be mine

~Cie~


Song Inspiration:



Dedicated to the late, great Ric Ocasek.
The music lives on forever.

Friday, June 28, 2019

Troiku Challenge 2019: Day 20: The Snow of Yesterday


the snow of yesterday
that fell like cherry blossoms
is water once again

the snow of yesterday
embraced me in cold cocoon
you were beside me

that fell like cherry blossoms
the snowflakes like frozen gems
my heart was open

is water once again
memories flow from my eyes
as I think of you

~Gozan & Cie~

with the moon
night too disappears
into the ocean

with the moon
memories return to me
I try to catch them

night too disappears
burned away by light and heat
everything in flames

into the ocean
I sometimes wish I could stroll
and be washed away

~Jane & Cie~


Notes:
The Jisei is a Haiku written by a poet shortly before their passing from the world. The "sleigh" of the first Troiku is the Jisei of the poet Gozan, written shortly prior to his death in 1781 at the age of 71. The "sleigh" of the second Troiku was written by Jane Reichhold (1937 - 2016) shortly prior to her passing.

Friday, April 5, 2019

NaPoWriMo 2019: Day 5: The Scream of the Butterfly at the End of the World

Image by Enrique Meseguer from Pixabay

Why does the sun go on shining
Like heaven ablaze in our eyes
This is the end of nights when we tried dying

I want to be alone in the darkness with my crying
Where I can't hear the voices whispering their lies
Why does the sun go on shining?

I scream and hear nobody replying
Not even an echo from the tomb does arise
This is the end of nights when we tried dying

I try to fool myself but there is no denying
All things end and everything dies
Why does the sun go on shining?

I will remain till the end of my life alone and pining
For the one who no longer listens to my cries
This is the end of nights when we tried dying

I wish one last time I'd hear your voice replying
Before everything I was wastes away and dies
Why does the sun go on shining?
This is the end of nights when we tried dying

~Cie~


Note:
Today's criteria were: write a villanelle, use lines from outside sources, and have lines which oppose each other in some way. I think I succeeded. Just thank your lucky stars I wasn't feeling snarkier than I am at the moment. I could have used the line "fuck, fuck, fuck me, Baby" from the uncensored version of "The End."

Saturday, October 6, 2018

OctPoWriMo 2018: Day 6: Heart Full of Doubt

Ruby Eye
Creator Unknown

Content Warning:
Dark and depressive subject matter. 
If you would prefer to avoid such, click the back arrow to return from whence you came.

Was any of it worth the fight?
Not a thing was put to right
No battle has been won
Forever on the run
Love clearly does not conquer all

There is no victory in sight
Blind struggles in eternal night
We will never see the sun
Love clearly doesn't conquer all

Together only in our plight
Without a spark of hope or light
When all is said and done
Nothing has been won
Love clearly doesn't conquer all

Princess Ondina for Serab the Thief
following his death at the hands of her megalomaniac brother, King Qweh
From the original WIP, Fetch
Created by The Real Cie, Gem Moondreamer, and Rose LeMort
Lovingly crafted by Team Netherworld since late 2014


Wednesday, October 3, 2018

OctPoWriMo 2018: Day 3: Insecurity

Blood and Roses
Photoshop manipulation by The Real Cie

I doubt your promises are true
I trust nothing you say or do
You say overcome, start anew
Something so broken can't renew, don't even ask

I'm not secure in your embrace
Don't trust your sweet and pretty face
I know that I'll just fall from grace
My trust can never be replaced, don't even try

~Cie~



Friday, October 28, 2016

OctPoWriMo 2016: Day 28: Sea Shells



Serab:
We walked on the seashore lives ago
You were the most wonderful thing I knew
You sent me away, you say to save me
At that moment, I lost not only life
But all the hope that you had given me
To know that I would not see you again
Was worse than the most terrifying death
At times I wished that we had never met

Ondina:
I lost my world and worse, I lost my love
But you knew not what could be done to you
I love you more than the stars in the sky
More than all the seashells on every shore
I love you and miss you eternally

Form:
Blank verse/free form sonnet
http://thepoetsgarret.com/2016Challenge/form09.html




Monday, October 24, 2016

OctPoWriMo 2016: Day 24: Fantastical



Fantastical

I never meant to hurt you, my dear love
In a world full of pain and suffering
You are an angel from above
I live for every message that you bring
You gave to me such comforting
Your Earthly situation made me grieve
In this world of othering
Your love became too fantastical to believe

We fit together like a hand in glove
I wanted to heal you with my nurturing
Never has another made me feel so beloved
But I so fear rejection's sting
It's my soul you'd end up murdering
I'm so afraid you'd only leave
That my need for you is smothering
Your love became too fantastical to believe

With soft feathers like a peaceful dove
I would stroke your angel wings
You were everything I was dreaming of
But I fear I don't deserve anything
So I end up losing everything
I fear to give and to receive
You were too good for this world to bring
Your love became too fantastical to believe

I gave you my heart on a string
Then left you alone to grieve
My sad angel with the broken wings
Your love became too fantastical to believe
 For Gerry Clifford
from Pepper Baiij

Form:

  a, b, a, b, b, c, b, C and the envoy b, c, b, C.

https://poetsonthepage.blogspot.com/

Sunday, October 23, 2016

OctPoWriMo 2016: Day 23: Undoubtedly



Undoubtedly

It is you who possess my heart
Undoubtedly it's you
Try though I will, I can't break free
There's nothing I can do

You promised you'd love me always
Said you'd always be mine
You broke my heart undoubtedly
There's nothing left to find

You said it was us forever
Undoubtedly you lied
Why did you ever call to me?
There's nothing left inside

Not good enough for anyone
Not good enough to keep
Always alone, undoubtedly
Wish forever to sleep

~Gerry Clifford~

Form:

https://poetsonthepage.blogspot.com/