Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Unofficial NaPoWriMo 2015


We are unofficially participating in NaPoWriMo this year. Our fearless leader, The Real Cie, doesn't feel quite up to the kind of participation levels with going official, and that's okay.
Our poems will be dedicated to the man whose picture you see above. I've got no shame in my game when it comes to declaring that I think he is someone who is deserving of being remembered. Shame on anyone who has made Cie feel embarrassed about expressing her feelings of love/devotion for him. This world is full of people who aren't happy until they've pissed on someone's heart. That's a true shame.
Cie made the manip featured above. I say it's beautiful and true, just like the subject of the work! Simply fabulous!
Here's a kickoff poem using a variation on the NaPoWriMo Extra Prompt.

I guess it's too late for me to meet you in this life
To shake your hand
To give you a hug
And a big thanks
For the gifts you gave to me
And to the world

But when I get to the other side
Know that you've got a friend who will have your back
If you want her to
Because I think you're always simply fresh
And forever all kinds of cool

Perhaps not the best poem ever written, but I mean it with all my heart. He was more than just a guitar player. He was a very special person. He deserves to be remembered.

Love,
Thalia

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

You Mean Well But

 
The lack of any ability
To understand what I'm feeling
The desire to erase
What you perceive to be a fault in my thinking
The fact that everyone wants to cure people like me
Rather than try to see the world through our eyes
Leads me to realize
That I can never belong
Not even in a world of bleeding hearts and artists
 
I am not one of you
I am a monster
Nobody wants to understand monsters
Even when we don't rage
The world wants to put us in a cage
 
You want to anoint me with your oils to make me one of you
You think your powders and potions will morph my eternal soul
You think a pill will make me socially acceptable
You hate what I am
Even when you try to pretty your feelings about me up
With words like "sympathy"
Which equates to pity
With well-meaning epithets like "I just want you to get better"
Which means
"I just want you to fit in."
 
I'm used to being the only one
The first and last of my kind
I'm used to walking alone
I can't stop feeling what I feel
Just because you think it's time for me to stop feeling it
You can try to kill my personality
With shocks to my brain
Which are supposed to end my pain
But which in reality
Are meant to destroy me
 
But you can't kill my soul
I will come back
Stronger than you know
 
Somewhere beyond the rainbow
There is a place for us
Those who felt too much
Who knew too much
Who never fit in anywhere
Even among the bleeding hearts and artists
Tomorrow belongs to the monsters
 
I am a monster
And one day I will fly over the rainbow
And be welcome at last
 
~Cie~
 
Imaginary Garden With Real Toads