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Monday, October 30, 2023

Lafayette Forever

  


You stole my heart the moment I first saw your picture
I fostered you virtually in hopes of finding you a good home
Soon I knew I wanted your home to be with me.
You are forever my friend
I will always love you
Never forget you.
The scar on my broken heart
Bears the shape of you
Always.



A few people have told me my tattoo is cool.
I'd rather not have a reason to have it.

notes

Here's today's prompt.


I wrote an ode to my little buddy Lafayette.

The first two photos are the property of Cara Hartley/Ornery Owl. I ask that you do not use the first photo. I am okay with you using the second photo as long as you do so in a respectful fashion. I really can't imagine what reason anyone would have for wanting to use it.

Any comments about how much you hate tattoos or think that women shouldn't have tattoos or about my body are immature, inappropriate, and will not be published. If you don't like tattoos, don't get one. If you don't like how my body looks, find something else to look at. Simple.

I was forty-nine years old when I got my first tattoo. I wasn't drunk or high and it wasn't an off-the-cuff decision. It was something I'd been considering for about a month. I have seven tattoos and all of them honor someone or something important to me. I would get more if I could afford to. 

Lafayette was very special to me. He had multiple system failure, and I had to make the horrible decision to have him put to sleep on his sixth birthday. Any time I write about him, I cry. He was a funny little guy who made me laugh, like when he photobombed the shoot I was doing with the dolls sent to me by a friend from back in my early blogging days.

I still have Lafayette's little half-sister or cousin Tara. I adopted them together. They both came from the same feral colony. They were both very inbred and had health problems and subtle physical abnormalities. Lafayette was small for a male cat and had remarkably long toes. 

Tara is unusually long. She has a condition called mast cell disease, which is more common in dogs than cats. She had to have a huge tumor removed from her brow near one eye. She looked like a juvenile Skeksis following the surgery. Fortunately, the tumor hasn't returned.

After the surgery

If you have multiple blogs, there will come a day when you create a post on the wrong blog. I figured it out when I was doing the tags and OctPoWriMo didn't come up. Fortunately, it was easy enough to move the post to the correct blog.

~Ornery Owl Has Spoken~


Instead of the usual Owl pic, I wanted to share this image of my two favorite Lafayettes, created for me by my friend Kamidiox. You can also find her on DeviantArt or check her out here.

Nelsan Ellis was a great guy gone too soon. He wasn't Lafayette Reynolds, but nobody else could have brought Lafayette to life the way Nelsan did. Much love and respect to this talented actor always.







Thursday, November 12, 2020

The Colors of my Heart

 

Every day I think of you

I remember what good friends you were to me

If you were the color of your spirit set free

I’m wondering what you would be


Lafayette, would this be you?

Did you become something like this when you rose away?

I thought that there would be more time to say

How much I love you every day



 Trinity, my colorful girl

With your beautiful, expressive eyes

Would I recognize your new disguise?

If only I could be that wise



I walk through the darkness of my dreams

With eyes closed fast, not wanting to see

The hopelessness surrounding me

Knowing what I wish can never be

~cie~

Acknowledgments

Picture 1: A Haiga created by me. Please credit Cara Hartley/The Real Cie

Picture 2: Beautiful You Are by Magic Love Crow

 https://magiclovecrow.blogspot.com/

Picture 3: Delightful Donkey by Gina Morley

https://daydreambeliever-gina.blogspot.com/

Picture 4: Carnival Dreams by Shelle Kennedy

http://sunshineshelles.blogspot.com/

This post was created using these prompts:

 November PAD Chapbook Challenge prompt for 11 November 2020 (write a color poem.)

https://www.writersdigest.com/write-better-poetry/2020-november-pad-chapbook-challenge-day-11

Poets and Storytellers United Weekly Scribblings #45

https://poetsandstorytellersunited.blogspot.com/2020/11/weekly-scribblings-45-artistic.html

This poem was posted to these places:

http://poetryofthenetherworld.blogspot.com

https://lbry.tv/@poetryofthenetherworld:9

 

The Icky, Sticky, Nit-Picky Legalese If You Please (Or Don't Please)



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Thursday, April 30, 2020

Sijo: Total Heartbreak

Haiga copyright Cara Hartley 2017

Knowing that I will never see my feline friends again
I feel a total heartbreak that some cannot understand
If they could only know the home I have found here without them

~cie~

NaPoWriMo: write a poem about a pet

April PAD Challenge: write a "total (blank)" poem

A Sijo is a new form for me. The rules can be found here:

The Inevitable Legalese and Other Blah-Blah

Content coyright 2020 by Cara Hartley

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Wednesday, October 23, 2019

OctPoWriMo 2019: Day 23: Lost Friends

Photoshop manipulation by The Real Cie
Both of these friends gone too soon

Looking for a home for you
Adopted you myself
Friends from the start
Although you were afraid at first
You were always a big kitten
Eyes of golden-green
Time went by too quickly
Took you from me too soon
Every day I grieve for you

Tiny princess abandoned by her humans
Received with love into our home
In time she became the queen of the castle
Never let me feel alone
I loved you, my best girlfriend
Time robbed me of you too soon 
You are forever in my heart

Your broken-hearted human


Note:
Part of me really hates the pet prompts.
They are the one thing guaranteed to leave me crying--every fucking time--no exception.

Sunday, June 23, 2019

Lafayette: My Guide and Friend


You were
My guide and friend
The day I brought you home
You hid until the nighttime came
You learned to feel safe at home with me
I loved you with all of my heart
I felt my heart shatter
When you left me
You were

I will love you forever, Buddy
There are some things you never get over
No matter how many times people insist that you "should"








Saturday, April 28, 2018

Shadorma: My Little One



I wish you
 Had never left me
Little one
 I will mourn
 Every day of my life for
 The day I lost you


I will love you always, Lafayette
Forever my little buddy 


http://www.napowrimo.net/day-twenty-eight-4/


The tattoo on my left shoulder in honor of one of the best friends I ever had.
Don't like tattoos?
Don't like how my back looks?

Let me just tell you how many fucks I give.