Showing posts with label Pepper loves Gerry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Pepper loves Gerry. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 19, 2019

November PAD Chapbook Challenge 2019: Day 14: A Fetch Story Poem: Man Becomes Myth

Image by vishnu vijayan from Pixabay

he thinks that
he's a simple man
but he is
a legend
he is a million deep dreams
I a silent sigh

A Shadorma for Gerry from Pepper

Note:
Today's November PAD Chapbook Challenge was to write a myth poem. It didn't have to be about an established myth. I wrote another Fetch story poem. 

Gerry Clifford, the story's male protagonist, came from a working-class background and became a successful and well-paid musician. He never thought of himself as a rock star and made a point not to indulge in "rock star" attitudes. 

Pepper Baiij, the story's female protagonist, is a troubled woman whose family always wanted to be wealthy and instilled the belief in her that if you are anything but a member of high society, you are nothing. Pepper believes herself to be fatally flawed and can't understand how Gerry could feel anything but disdain for her.

Gerry sees himself as a very simple person and can't imagine why anyone would take the least bit of interest in him outside of his skill set. To Pepper, Gerry is a legend and impossibly high above her.

The image references another part of the story. Pepper and Gerry met previously in an ill-fated lifetime on a dying planet where she was a powerless princess of a ruthless dictatorship ruled over by her brutal older half-brother and Gerry was a lowly thief captured by said half-brother and presented to the princess as a replacement for the bodyguard her brother killed in a fit of rage. This gesture was intended as a jest on the part of the king, but the princess accepted the diminutive, elven thief as her new bodyguard and the pair formed a powerful though ultimately ill-fated bond.

Sunday, September 1, 2019

Carpe Diem Weekend Meditation #100: Indian Summer


I
after a warm day
a thin layer of fresh fallen snow
covers the garden

after a warm day
sweat slick on the back of neck
I dream of autumn

a thin layer of fresh fallen snow
on some faraway mountains
elsewhere but not here

covers the garden
there are not that many trees
a few fallen leaves

II
Indian Summer
inbetween seasons
roses bloom again

Indian summer
this was never his color
he was always pale

inbetween seasons
he exists between the worlds
observing sorrow

roses bloom again
another life lies ahead
the thought is tiresome

For Gem from Cie 
and 
Gerry from Pepper


Notes:
The "sleighs" of these Troiku were created by Chèvrefeuille. The horses of the apocalypse were wrangled into a story poem or collective of disjointed and depressive thoughts by me. Happy Pumpkin Spice Senryu to you.

Monday, August 5, 2019

Fetch: I Just Wanted You to Know

A Lost World Version 4
Photoshop Art by The Real Cie

I just wanted you to know
You seemed eternal, you know
And part of my mind which doesn't work quite right believes
That this is still what's going on
And you aren't dead and gone
Taken from the world 
By a disease that destroyed your mind

I'm sorry I got angry with you
For something which was in no way your fault
I believed in you
I wanted to meet you
I wanted to be your friend
I knew no-one like you could ever love me
I know for a fact that no-one can
But I hoped that maybe you would like me just a little

I still love you 
But I fuck everything up
I wish that we could reconnect
I wish that we could try again


I'm so hungry for something I haven't a recipe for
I want to believe in magic
I want to believe in dreams
I want gentle ghosts to haunt my graveyard
And my house and my carousel

I want you to come visit me across time
I would give you a place to hide
In my heart or my pocket
I keep your picture in my broken locket
Beautiful little fractured spirit
You are so much more than you know

I wish that I could hold you to my breast
And soothe the sorrow from your soul
The feeling does go both ways, you know
I still love you
I would try again a million times

Sweet thief of hearts
Come steal my heart
Again
And again
And again

For Gerry from Pepper

Notes:
This poem was created for Team Netherworld's long-running WIP, Fetch. 


Saturday, June 2, 2018

Sunday, April 29, 2018

Mad For You

Secret Fates Version 11:
The Door to my Heart
Photoshop Manipulation by The Real Cie


Love is always a lie, but you're no liar
You said you loved me
You set my world on fire

I've never been a winner, only a trier
You asked me to give it a try with you
Love is always a lie, but you're no liar
Once bitten twice shy, but I'm even shyer
You said I was just what you needed
You set my world on fire

I've always been the rebel and defier
I defied my own rules to be with you
Love is always a lie, but you're no liar

Did you have any notion of what loving me would require?
I have no ability to trust although I love you so much
You set my world on fire

It's still burning

For 
Gem from Cie
and
Gerry from Pepper
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Notes:
Today the assignment was to take a Sylvia Plath poem and write a response to it. My favorite has always been Mad Girl's Love Song. Sadly, I have been able to resonate all too well with this poem in my life. Love has not been kind to me. 
Here is the original.

Mad Girl's Love Song

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"