Most afternoons during those bad old golden rule days, I slipped off in my mind to an enchanted world beyond the walls of the prison posing as a school. Knowing I would never be accepted by my peers and that my father and mother would always chide me to be better organized, I furrowed my brow and clutched tight to a vital metaphysical symbiosis between me and a group of people I had never met.
Their world was filled with singing. Mine was filled with the pain of knowing I would forever be the outsider. I was scolded for daydreaming when I should be listening to the lecture, but I refused to stop. Given the choice, what would you do?
When I look now, it makes me sad and angry that my dreams were considered weeds rather than seeds.
such a stupid girl
she can't do anything right
she’s just so simple
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notes
Thank you to Xenia Tran of D'Verse Poets for the Haibun Monday prompt. I didn't write a Haibun about September, but I did write a Haibun for the end of my 30 Days of Haiga in Sepbember.
https://dversepoets.com/2022/09/26/haibun-monday-september-song/
Thank you to Brendan of Earthweal for the Ekphrasis prompt. Granted, the image I used isn't nature-related unless you count the unfortunate nature of human beings to ostracize those who are mostly harmless but don't quite play by the rules.
https://earthweal.com/2022/09/26/earthweal-weekly-challenge-ekphrasis-earth/
Thank you to Sue at My Just So Story for the Words for Wednesday prompt.
https://myjustsostory.blogspot.com/2022/09/words-for-wednesday-2892022.html
Thank you to Gerd Altmann from Pixabay for the image I selected to use as the Haiga background.
https://pixabay.com/illustrations/bullying-stress-head-brain-think-2778163/
I created the Haiga using Pixlr.com
You are welcome to use the Haiga, but please credit Cara Hartley/Ornery Owl and provide a link back to this blog.
With that, the 30 Days of Haiga for 2022 marches away into the sunset, but I'll be back for OctPoWriMo. I'm a masochist like that.
~Ornery Owl Has Spoken~
Ouch. This is sadly familiar and thank you for joining us at Words for Wednesday.
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely, I'm always glad to join.
DeleteI wish I'd known the things I'm learning now years ago. It might have saved me a lot of pain.