Overwhelmed

Overwhelmed

(the prompt is numbers)

I

just want 

everything

to stop, just stop

life is killing me

its simply too much for 

me to endure it any

one thing leads to another

and yet another and then there's more

please can't somebody make it stop for

just a little while please can't somebody hit

the switch there's got to be a switch oh Gods why is

there no switch I think this must be hell I know it is

a hell of my own making I wish I'd been more

careful with my choices and listened to my

heart instead of the voices of those who

claimed they knew what I should do because

now I'm stuck and there doesn't seem

to be any escape for

this rat trapped in the race

which can only end

when her life is

spent and she

at last

dies

~Helena~

Can you guess where the numbers are?

It's ascending and descending syllable counts!