Sunday, November 17, 2013

No Quarter



Note: I am currently in quite a low place emotionally, and this poem is what was inspired by the 100 Word Song challenge. If the only thing you have to say is to tell me that I "shouldn't" feel how I'm feeling, then kindly fuck right off. I am feeling how I'm feeling, and I don't have the patience to argue with the sort who wants to sanctimoniously lecture me about it.
I've found in my long and often difficult life that the people who want to tell a sad or angry person to stop feeling that way have gleaned some sort of uncomfortable truth from said individual's work. I've got some bad news for you, Sunshine. Life is not always a happy place, and there are some for whom it's always a struggle. If you can acknowledge that with an open mind, read on. Otherwise, go here.

No Quarter

When you are
Middle aged
Mentally ill
And
Badly Broke
You realize

That there are no
Opportunities
For those like you
To triumph
Ever

You stop trying
Because you can never triumph
You stop sharing
Because the only thing that happens
To the words you share
Is that they are torn down

Love is meant for beauty queens
And opportunities
Are only given
To those who meet certain qualifications
Agreed upon by a shallow
Youth-oriented
Society

I learned the truth at seventeen
But fueled by denial
I hoped that the bleeding hearts and artists
Would embrace me
It never happened

~Tempest~


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4 comments:

  1. First of all, thank you for breaking your no prompt rule and sharing a small piece of your soul with 100 word song. I'm honored.

    Second, I relate to the first stanza. I'm middle-aged, mentally ill, and broke too. The pressure, when you're supporting a family is unbearable.

    Third, this was dark, beautiful, and raw. I loved it. I hope you keep breaking your rule and come back next week.

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  2. Thank you, Lance. We midlife nutters must support each other. I--or one of my equally off-center cohorts--will surely be back to participate in the prompt in the future!

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  3. This was an heartfelt and moving piece.

    You're right. Life sucks great big hairy ones.

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  4. And right now, it's damn cold too!

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